dinsdag 7 mei 2013

'And what is an angel?'

Stumbled upon this in the wonderful Portuguese book Silencio a Silencio about the installation art of Moirika Reker Gilberto Reis (published by the Lisbon art/book publisher Assirio & Alvim). I really love the photo reproductions of stills of the work in the book, but also the (rather elaborate) text accompanying the images. This part about angels intrigued me especially (the book, luckily for me, is both in Portuguese and English).

Angels in Rainer Maria Rilke (first and fourth elegy of 'Duineser Elegien'):

woensdag 20 maart 2013

Albumrecensie: Herrek - Waktu Dulu


Herrek is de Papoeaanse verbastering van de voornaam van Gerrit van der Scheer, die zijn jeugd mede doorbracht in Indonesië. De afgelopen jaren maakte hij furore in de Nederlandse muziekwereld met Bonne Aparte en Adept, waarbij vooral de laatste band indruk maakte met stevige muziek. Nu gaat Van der Scheer ook solo onder de naam Herrek en Waktu Dulu (wat zoveel betekent als ‘vroeger’) is zijn debuutplaat, die redelijk ver van zijn werk met Adept af lijkt te staan.
Tekstueel richt Herrek zich op zijn jeugdherinneringen aan zijn tijd in Indonesië en hoewel er aardig wat geluidsindicaties naar die locaties te horen zijn (vooral geluiden van de natuur), doet de muziek ons toch eerder afdwalen naar het Westen. Openingstrack ‘Rain’ is een klein liedje, met rustige gitaarslagen en dito percussie. Er zit een zekere kalmte in die doet denken aan shoegazing in de stijl van Catherine Wheel. Op ‘Down’ horen we de fijne harmonieuze samenzang die het afgelopen decennium zo populair is gemaakt door acts uit Brooklyn. Van der Scheer excelleert met zijn zang in dit nummer, vooral tegen het einde aan als de toon scheller wordt en zijn stem opeens naar voren knalt: “I heard the birds sing!” Mooie track!
De Brooklyn referentie komt nog een aantal keer naar boven bij het beluisteren van Waktu Dulu, bijvoorbeeld in ‘Tiger Eyes’, dat een vervreemdende kwaliteit heeft en neigt naar acts als Animal Collective of Yeasayer. De Rivella slogan borrelt in ons op: vreemd, maar wel lekker! Net als het zeer intrigerende ‘My People’, dat veel vragen oproept, zoals de regel ‘here comes the death’ die intens binnen komt. Duidt Van der Scheer hier op de komst van Nederland in Indonesië? Is de Westerse beschaving ‘the death’ waarover hij zingt? De teksten over het hele album zijn sowieso de moeite waard om goed te luisteren en zorgen ervoor dat Waktu Dulu naast muzikaal ook tekstueel interessant genoeg is om vaak naar terug te keren.
Eigenzinningheid bestaat gelukkig nog steeds en Herrek is daar een mooi voorbeeld van. Deze debuutplaat staat vol verrassende muziek en we mogen stiekem best een beetje trots zijn op het feit dat dit uit Nederland komt. Dit is voor de mensen die net wat meer moeite willen doen om bijzondere muziek te ontdekken.

(Geschreven voor Jimmy Alter)

maandag 18 maart 2013

Frangible Lifestyles


Frangible Lifestyles

in this line of sand
leading away from the truth
i can read our future
even though it's emptier
than the hand you're holding out to me...
the deserted fields of our youth
once so full of hope
form the perfect context
for the howling wind
echoing in our empty hearts

this time the sky will stay grey
devoid of any sense of light
this time the birds will fall down
like a plague we considered to be merely mythical
our eyes won't find a place to rest
the metal machinery won't fuel our movements
as the cogs have started failing, one by one

we find ourself stuck in this desolate world
without any hope for a saviour
still we burn all the wood we can find, 
to create a fire of despair
our call for help...

but now our only concern left
is who will die first
and how to bury yourself
when there is no light
to guide your soul

-NT 2005



donderdag 14 maart 2013

the Self - Confronting the Shadow (A Techno Play in Three Acts)

i) Climbing the Mountain
After a long internal struggle, he has made the decision. To no longer be afraid to step forward. To face the shadow side of his unconscious head on. Adamant not to flinch, to take this journey to the end. Filled with a sense of ecstatic bliss he starts his ascent of the mountain. His odyssey takes him through hymns in the wind and he passes countless archetypes, those primordial images that pre-exist the Self. The trickster, the snake eating its tail, anima figures. He hums mantras and dances to percussion so the body and the mind can become one. The realisation: 'you can't fall off a mountain!' He reaches a calm near the top of the mountain. A cave near the center of the soul, close to the inner nucleus of the psyche. Chanting, a trance, a waking dream. It is here where the real inner journey towards the shadow side of the Self begins.



ii) Tapping into the Dream
In the dream things start to intensify. Eternal sounds come from both high above and deep below and start to envelope his Being. Aspects from the ancient and everlasting collective unconscious try to tap into him, trying to defy his Ego. Pure fear dances around the fire together with pure joy and his feminine side devours his masculinity and vice versa. Time becomes an eternal becoming of past-present-future in a crystalized image of future memories. A tower of psychedelic understanding weighs heavy on his heart, arrows of longing pierce his soul. Yet no harm is done because he searches this dancing of the Ego and the Soul.

iii) Acceptance and Rebirth
At the most frightening of moments it dawns on him, the realisation of what is necessary. He looks around and despite the chills over his spine he knows. He takes a deep breath and with full responsibility he accepts. His glooms, his downfalls, his fears, his desires. The fringes of his unconscious start spinning, spiralling towards the inner nucleus, towards the Self. He realises the ultimate core might never be reached, but that Life Herself is an eternal becoming Whole. He hears his unconscious calling out: "Look at me!" And as he stares into the dark depths he realises his vision plunges deep into his own eyes. A circling, a spiralling, a dancing! In an ever returning rebirth, aimed towards the completion of rituals, the Becoming Whole of the Self.

dinsdag 12 maart 2013

Kalkbrenner kleurt keurig binnen de keta-lijnen


Paul Kalkbrenner
Heineken Music Hall, Amsterdam, 9 maart 2013


Afgelopen weekend was het weer tijd voor 5 Days Off, het jaarlijks terugkerende dancefestijn in de hoofdstad van ons landje. Waar de shows over het algemeen in de Melkweg en de Paradiso plaatsvinden, stond er zaterdag ook nog een feestje in de Heineken Music Hall gepland: Paul Kalkbrenner. Namens Jimmy Alter ging ik eens poolshoogte nemen.
De voordelen van de Heineken Music Hall zijn er zeker. Zoals een goed geluid en vrijwel altijd genoeg bewegingsruimte, zelfs als het uitverkocht is zoals ook deze avond. Nadelen zijn er ook, zoals altijd pokkelang moeten wachten om je jas op te hangen, waardoor het vrijwel onmogelijk is om deze avond voorprogramma Michel de Hey mee te pakken. Maar och, daar malen we niet om, want we zijn hier om de sympathieke Paul Kalkbrenner te aanschouwen. De Duitser gaat al geruime tijd mee in de dance scene (in 2001 bracht hij reeds platen uit op het BPitch Control label van de schone koningin Ellen Allien), maar hij brak echt door met zijn plaatBerling Calling in 2008. Op dit album stond zijn wereldhit ‘Sky and Sand’ dat hij samen met broer Fritz Kalkbrenner (true story) maakte.

Zijn groeiende populariteit heeft ervoor gezorgd dat hij inmiddels dus in de HMH staat. We gunnen hem dat van harte, maar toch zou het fijner zijn geweest om hem in een wat kleinere zaal te mogen aanschouwen. De helft van de mensen vanavond lijkt hem vooral te kennen van zijn wereldhit en lijkt daar dan ook met smart op te wachten. Als Kalkbrenner ‘Sky and Sand’ als een van de allerlaatste nummers toch nog laat horen is dat voor velen een geschenk uit de hemel, maar het had echt niet gehoeven. Kalkbrenner laat namelijk horen een stuk meer in zijn mars te hebben dan dit en het spelen van zijn hitje lijkt een knieval naar de luisteraar. Maar ach, de mensen willen dansen van herkenning en dat doen ze dan ook met blijde gezichten.
Maar genoeg over de afsluiting van zijn set en even terug naar het begin. Het eerste half uur begint Kalkbrenner aarzelend, maar weet hij een licht lentegevoel neer te zetten (zeer welkom met de ellende buiten). Langzaam kabbelt dit gevoel echter weg richting een kale techno dat eigenlijk geen techno is. Kalkbrenner lijkt te aarzelen en het publiek aarzelt met hem mee. Het middenstuk, waarin hij zelfs drie keer doet alsof het feestje al voorbij is, voelt een beetje onwerkelijk en ongemakkelijk. Een gevoel van twijfel bekruipt ons -is dit het? We drinken nog maar eens een plastic pul pils leeg en geven hem nog even het voordeel van onze twijfel.

Dan! Lichtpuntjes! En niet alleen de redelijk toffe visuals (na de visuals van Skrillex en Kraftwerk te hebben gezien imponeert weinig meer op dit gebied), maar ook de muziek. Kalkbrenner lijkt zijn groove te hebben gevonden en begint zowaar te beuken. Zonder daarbij zijn kenmerkende warme geluid te verliezen overigens. Een veel te korte versie van de grandioze remix van 2Raumwohnung’s ‘Wir Werden Sehen’ (die had gewoon de volle negen minuten moeten duren en niet gevolgd moeten worden met een minuut stilte) is de prelude van een fantastisch uur, waarin vooral ‘Gebrünn Gebrünn’ opvalt, dat in een stevige en hypnotiserende variant wordt gedraaid. En dan heeft Kalkbrenner het toch nog voor elkaar: we willen niet naar huis. Neen, wij willen dansen! dansen! en koude pintjes drinken! Hij draait gelukkig een stuk langer door dan gepland, maar om middernacht neemt hij dan toch afscheid van ons.
Kalkbrenner is verre van een avontuurlijke producer of dj die dwars over alle keta-lijnen heen kleurt, maar hij weet toch wel iedere keer een verdomd fijne sfeer neer te zetten. Niet te moeilijk, zodat ook een deel van de minder geoefende muziekliefhebber het kan waarderen, maar toch: nice! En met een warm en goed gevoel verdwijnen we in de ijskoude nacht, waarin we hier en daar sneeuwkastelen in de lucht lijken te zien…
[Geschreven voor Jimmy Alter]

woensdag 23 januari 2013

Mixtape review #001 - Prologue Special - Claudio PRC & Svart1 - 111 (live and unreleased)


From now on I will be doing a series of Mixtape reviews every now and then. They will include the regular mixtapes by artists, but also livesets or special collaborations, that function as inspiration for my work as the Self. The reviews will mostly be positive, because I aim to shed some light on the more interesting and intriguing sets out there. On the one hand because I think they deserve the attention (some gems are highly underlistened to!), but also because I think some of these sets will actually provide the listener that dares to put some effort in listening with wonderful journeys that will bring joy to the soul. Come to think of it, maybe a review isn't the right word, because I will try to describe what is happening to me when I listen to these sets. Perhaps it's better to see it more as a poetic description of the affects these sounds have on me.


The Artists
First one up in this series is a live recording by Claudio PRC and Svart1 together on a Prologue label night in 2012. Both Italian artists have a knack for delivering richly textured landscape techno that is both unsettling and uplifting. Indeed, that is possible. I first heard Claudio PRC through a friend (Syst_M -a great Dutch dj and also the mastermind behind Death Metal Disco Club). The sounds by Claudio PRC immediately struck a chord with me and ever since then I have been closely following his releases. His album Inner State (released on Prologue) is a very fine piece of work that explores the deeper world of techno. In an interview on the blog Subsekt he talks about what music is to him. His answer should give you enough insight in his work to make sure to check him out: 

"Music is everything and nothing. Music is an abstract mystery which attracts infinite things like every kind of emotion, music is art, science and sacredness, it is a universal language that makes an individual unique, music is social relations, a reason for aggregation, it is a refuge, a way to escape from reality, music is sound that fills our innermost being, its power is so big as to make it invisible, and because of this, I like to think that music is all in the absolute nothingness."

Svart1, who just like Claudio PRC hails from the isle of Sardinia, is less of a techno producer and more of a soundscape artist. His work varies from ambient to industrial, always with a dark undertone. However, he is also able to create lighter pieces of work in different collaborations (like his work with Shattered Hand). On Svart1's website his art is described as follows: 

"His sounds, nordic-style typically, are the result of a microcosm of dark and gloomy sound characterized by minimal movements between low evolutionary where used in a thunderous, metallic roar, shadowy presences that materialize sound, like the experience and the feeling of alienation between dark presence floating around the ears of the unconscious passenger." 



Apart from music, Svart1 is also active as a visual artist, creating images that feel like a logical companion to his sounds. His album Satanische Helden is supposed to be out soon on Industrial Culture and proves to be something that's definitely worth looking out for.

The Mixtape
Below you will find both the liveset and my review. I am not sure what's the best approach in this, if you could better listen to the set first and then read the accompanied text, or vice versa. Either way, let these sounds envelop you and enjoy.

The opening of this set is quiet and almost organic, fluid. There's found sound footage carefully wrapped in a form suited for intent listening. You start to feel and realise that your hearing is changing in the process of listening. You stroll through a by man deserted place, where you can only hear the sound of poems being recited by grass and water. There's the sound of litte insects dreaming about Edgar Allan Poe like worlds, beetles waking up into a Kafkaesque fantasy.



Around ten minutes into the mix, faint middle eastern sounds mark a change in pace and direction. Things get more unsettling, unheimisch, as if you're now wandering around lost in an underground cave, with no light, no hope. There's a tinge of despair, but at the same time you don't wish to be anywhere else. Slowly you start focusssing on the never ceasing lower sounds, as if they are marks for your footsteps. The agony becomes enveloped in a sense of euphoria, with wicked grins of pure bliss. This cannot ever end, this must continue, especially when tribalistic percussion elements come setting in, causing a hypnotic state.

After about half an hour, shamanistic tribal influences slowly enter the void, albeit a rather industrialized form of shamanism, as if machines start dancing ancient rituals, forming an assemblage of oppossites in which they unite themselves and the listener.

The final quarter feels like an escape. You're crawling out of the dark cave and you see the dark starry sky, feeling the fresh nightwind on your face. A profound acknowledgement of your existence comes settling in your mind. Listening intently to those final sounds, you feel great to be alive...


Additional info:

Prologue Special - Claudio PRC & Svart1 - 111

Sixty minutes of unreleased material between heavy and smooth atmospheres framed with slow and obstinate Techno grooves. Originally performed during the Prologue Label Night in Cagliari (Sardinia), May 2012.

Released by: Prologue Music.
Release date: Oct 1, 2012.

claudioprc.blogspot.it
svart1.altervista.org
www.prologue-booking.com

donderdag 25 oktober 2012

Review: Five Years Erased Tapes -Memorable Moments at the Paradiso

(This is my own English interpretation of the Dutch review I wrote for Gonzo (circus) here.)


The label Erased Tapes Records, situated in London but founded by the German Robert Rath, celebrates its fifth anniversary this year. A good enough reason to treat the European audiences to something special, they must have thought. Hence a combined tour with three remarkable names from the label's roster through a number of European countries. Together, A Winged Victory for the Sullen, Ólafur Arnalds and Nils Frahm have played twelve shows in nine cities in thirteen days. This is a review of the night they visited the Paradiso in Amsterdam.



One of the great things of entering a venue long before the first note will be played, is that you get a chance to slowly drink in the atmosphere of the place. This night, the Paradiso feels like an enlarged living room, with the floor filled with chairs. Since this is going to be a concert that will benefit immensely by a hushed audience, sitting seems like a good choice. Which brings me to a second great thing of getting to shows like these early: you get to get a good spot near the front row. On stage, the musicians are still quietly and gently testing their instruments, tuning a harp here, checking some cables there. It will only be a short wait until the first act of the night will start playing.

Kubrick-Wonderland
The recent project of pianist/composer Dustin O’Halloran and sound engineer/composer Adam Wiltzie (Sparklehorse, Stars of the Lid), A Winged Victory for the Sullen, is first on the bill tonight. We don't get to see a huge enthralling showbiz entrance of some overly secure rockstars. Instead, we are witness to a humble entering of the stage of five talented musicians who, judging by the way they play their tunes, are no doubt kind souls as well.

After the introductions by O'Halloran and after the first notes slowly start filling up the Paradiso, we are immediately transported to a lunar world of quiet beauty. The combination of the visuals of the moon, the enigmatic staging of the lights and the intense wonder of the music seems to transport us straight into a strange Kubrick-Wonderland. A thousand plateaus higher and we don't even know how we have ended up here. We look at the woman playing the cello, and we have to blink our eyes because we see her changing into a moon goddess, surrounded by a touch of iridescent madness, while she loses herself within her music.

The piano sounds played by O'Halloran seem to carry the soundscape of violin, viola and cello, while Wiltzie uses his guitar to weave a barely audible blanket of drowsy drones. The faces of the musicians show a pure nakedness, wearing only a cloak of intense emotion that the audience in the Paradiso thankfully indulges in. Music played like this demands a full surrender, both from those creating the sounds and from those savouring them.

The audience is insanely quiet, too much overtaken by technically perfected sensation, which unfortunately isn't always the case with beautiful music played live. O'Halloran is happy with the quiet in the crowd and changes instruments with Wiltzie, who takes reins of the piano for the wonderful 'Steep Hills for Vicodin Tears'. O'Halloran plays layers of guitar for extra body and the Holy Trinity of cello, violin and viola functions as the perfect suture between them. The last song gets shaken up slightly by an experimental tinge of noise. The Holy Trinity seems to transform into a primitive creature, in possession of only a nascent form of intelligence, trying to comprehend the function of the instruments. Scratching, patting, feeling -hands go over the cello, harp and viola and we are humble witnesses to the birth of mankind. Beautiful.

Empty Chair
After a short break, it is time for Ólafur Arnalds. The young Icelandic composer is in a great mood and with his gentle and playful banter he manages to win over the crowd before he has even played a single note. He makes jokes with the audience members, gets them to sing along to notes that he plays and easily drags them into his wonderful world. Arnalds knows very well how to create a perfect balance between fun and excited tension, using both his verbal skills and his piano skills. One of Arnalds' strong points is that he knows how to move people with his music, without turning it into a fountain of melodrama.

Then we get to see a nice exhibition of melting new with old technologies. Arnalds takes turns playing three different pianos, and while he moves from the one to the other, we see him using an iPad to do, well, ehm something special no doubt? After playing some time solo, Arnalds is joined by the great cello player Anne Müller and a well dressed violinist, who plays while standing and every now and then has to massage his arms. Then suddenly in the midst of a song an ambient-kick fills up the Paradiso and we spot Nils Frahm sneaking his way up to a piano. The music combined with the compelling lighting has everyone in the crowd catching their breath.

When the song finishes, Frahm leaves the stage again. Now it's time for a solo from the violinist. He plays with a profound intensity and the front rows can hear him sweat and work, breathe and spit. He keeps playing until his violin bow is all used up. Müller follows with a cello solo, less loud, but she creates intensity through finesse. Beautiful.

Arnalds ends his show alone on stage. While he plays a melancholic piano piece, my eyes wander across the stage and I end up looking at the by now deserted and empty chair of Müller. The chair, slightly damaged at the side, standing in the scarce stagelight, forms a perfect symbol for the haunting melody that Arnalds is playing. When his piano sounds start fading away, we suddenly hear a quiet tune being played backstage, getting only slightly louder before fading away as well, like an effervescent elven dream....

Magician
Then it is time for last artist of the night: Nils Frahm. The young German is in a good mood as well, albeit it a little bit less exuberant than Arnalds. Frahm tells us that his manner of playing the piano often results in it needing some new tuning, which is why he has to be the last one of the night. To emphasize his words, he starts using the piano as a percussion instrument.

Frahm then continues with the live always marvelous 'Said & Done'. He starts off the song by playing a high hammering of notes, before he is joined by Arnalds. Together they drink whiskey, together they play the piano and together they remake the song into a wonderful extended version. Then Frahm continues solo, this time playing on an old piano, bought at a flea market. In his words: "A bad song needs a bad piano". Immediately he belies his own words by playing a brilliant piece of work, abundant with high notes. Then suddenly a loud drone hits the stage, as if Sunn O))) is playing next door. The combination of the very high and the very low evokes a slight sense of euphoria in the crowd.

Then, alas, Frahm announces his last song. Lucky for us it is a very long one, in which Frahm loses himself completely. We no longer see a musician, but a magician, a warlock, caught by the unknown and the core of it all. While playing, he seems to be mumbling unintelligible words, and he is changing the very fabric of life, not with strange formulas or lines drawn in the sand, but with music and profound and prolonged passion. Oh such life! And Frahm for a moment controls every aspect of it, at the end wonderfully aided by the way by a magnificent Anne Müller.

Encore
Of course we are treated to an encore. Arnalds joins Frahm and together they drink some more whiskey and try to decide what to play. An uncontrolled and accidental (and enormously loud) Sunn O))) moment leaves half of the audience shell shocked for a bit, but of course the young men on stage are forgiven. After a nice duet between the two of them, all the musicians that have performed tonight join them on the stage for a great collaboration. Nine people playing simultaneously, in a musical piece that seems to grow fuller and fuller every second, until a Godspeed You!-esque cacophony sets the souls of those present in the Paradiso on fire.

When the final notes slowly fade away and the moon goddess literally played her bow into ruins, it takes some time before the crowd realizes that in fact they have not died, but that the heavens have descended upon them, down to earth, on this memorable Monday night in Amsterdam. Let Erased Tapes, inshallah (but if need be even against his will), soon celebrate another five years, just so they have another good excuse to have a collection of musicians like these play together again in one night. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you.

Five years Erased Tapes Labelnight, 15 oktober 2012, Paradiso, Amsterdam.